Hmm.. What can i use to describe about me?? "when I'm in loved"
EHMM~ petty? stubborn? arrgghh~ forget it.. Making myself seems like I'm a sucky person ... ZZZZZZ...
Cant sleep well these fucking days... Is it those words you told me wake me up? O.o''
(Certainly is~)
Days really hard to pass.. Hours and mintues pass slowly *Looking forward for Thursday for our meeting which has already canceled due to some pathetic reason*
These few days, I keep telling myself NOT to think too much... "Think of other thing Adrian, Sure have other things to keep you busy"
But, my BBoriiiiing day keep my imagination run wild.. Not just wild like a cat... Its a Lion" Repeating those thing u told me... How I wish you were some revison notes.. So I can keep thinking over and over, can pass exam then. You gave me a huge surprise by talking to me again. Coz ever since that time I last called you, I already said that I wont ever talk to you, view ur blog, chat with you.
Well.. Just after your words of telling that day, I do admit, right bottom of my heart... you are still living there.. Why can't I hate you and fuck the hell you back?? Or, Forgetting you as a person that ever pass by my memory my life.
You telling those words just make feel that there still hope.. BUT, memory roll back..
(Reason for breaking: Couldn't forget EX, right.. I take ur words.. Later, you're with another person) The effect of hurting is twices. I totally dont dare to look at my blog pass.. Bad memories~ Good ones are there too..
Am I still gasping some hope or what?! Or is this another false reality I'm gotta face again? I know I'm a strong person. I dont cry, would try to hold back. Unless that person really matter to me.
Hey, I'm not those too emotional in relationship okay! Even if I am.. Its because I care for the person! ZZZZZ
Which sometime make me think if I'm too irritating?
*I still remember the first time I gave you chocolate and u're the first person.. reason behind is becoz chocolate make ppl happy.. And I know you're not coz of ur break up.
I'm eating it now... =)*
Why is it when I'm typing this, my eyes start to tear... =_=ll
Do you know me well enough??
Nites~ zzzzz
EHMM~ petty? stubborn? arrgghh~ forget it.. Making myself seems like I'm a sucky person ... ZZZZZZ...
Cant sleep well these fucking days... Is it those words you told me wake me up? O.o''
(Certainly is~)
Days really hard to pass.. Hours and mintues pass slowly *Looking forward for Thursday for our meeting which has already canceled due to some pathetic reason*
These few days, I keep telling myself NOT to think too much... "Think of other thing Adrian, Sure have other things to keep you busy"
But, my BBoriiiiing day keep my imagination run wild.. Not just wild like a cat... Its a Lion" Repeating those thing u told me... How I wish you were some revison notes.. So I can keep thinking over and over, can pass exam then. You gave me a huge surprise by talking to me again. Coz ever since that time I last called you, I already said that I wont ever talk to you, view ur blog, chat with you.
Well.. Just after your words of telling that day, I do admit, right bottom of my heart... you are still living there.. Why can't I hate you and fuck the hell you back?? Or, Forgetting you as a person that ever pass by my memory my life.
You telling those words just make feel that there still hope.. BUT, memory roll back..
(Reason for breaking: Couldn't forget EX, right.. I take ur words.. Later, you're with another person) The effect of hurting is twices. I totally dont dare to look at my blog pass.. Bad memories~ Good ones are there too..
Am I still gasping some hope or what?! Or is this another false reality I'm gotta face again? I know I'm a strong person. I dont cry, would try to hold back. Unless that person really matter to me.
Hey, I'm not those too emotional in relationship okay! Even if I am.. Its because I care for the person! ZZZZZ
Which sometime make me think if I'm too irritating?
*I still remember the first time I gave you chocolate and u're the first person.. reason behind is becoz chocolate make ppl happy.. And I know you're not coz of ur break up.
I'm eating it now... =)*
Why is it when I'm typing this, my eyes start to tear... =_=ll
Do you know me well enough??
Of course I want you back for sure! I really do. But, I'm Scared =(
Nites~ zzzzz
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