Any idiot can face a crisis; It takes day-to-day living that wears you out.

After browsing through your blog and saw the earlier post that we first time met. I can say that, its so much excited to meet you the first time on 31/05/08. I remember that night before.. i cant really sleep .

After some time we dated, I did get kinda tired of you at first.. and i started to get boring... But ever since we started to get separate, I start to miss and love you so much... Seeing you close to other guys make me so angry yet Jealous.. It start to let me think all the things like,

*You wont be close to other guys, you are sticky to your stead, you wont go club and all... You wont go clubbing until i'm 18.. *

Actually i hate to go there since i cant/didnt even go club.. nowadays i go there is because you are going there... I just wish to have more time to see you..

I did hate to go club or whatever seeing my loves one close to other people, although we are already separated.
It of course it becoz i care for you
Are you really forgotten all those we had together??

I'm yet so angry with myself because i had to stand there seeing someone i loved being so close to someone and I'm doing nothing... I'm just feel so useless... =(